



1:46 AM
rah!!! i just so need to blog...
lynette is in her worse mood ever... after a long time..... GRRRRRR!!!!!!
partly i havent been blogging cuz i havent had time to.... and partly becuz i am always with him until so late that i just sleep right after he leaves... and partly becuz i have so much work that i am just so exhausted with all my crap... i give up!!!
i just needed to write down wads on my mind cuz the past week has been good/bad at the same time... i give up already... seriously... i dunno wads wrong ok...
why is he always so busy... busy with work... life.... and more work ok... i dun get it... plan so much and do double scheduling some times that he doesnt even remember... i dun understand... yes.. i admit im stressed with work and im also pissed at the same time.. so its not purely just him... but still... its like.. im sick and tired of being patient and sitting at one end just waiting... keeping him companying when he want me to... but staying in his room to study when he needs to be alone... is that call full of urself or wad? i dun understand sometimes...
mid last week... i was so damn stress... with everything... work... admin... classes.... him... fark man... i dunno already.. when drinking last friday too... omg... i swear it was damn good... kylie puked man... omg... reminded me of me in vegas... lol... but it was a good nite... besides the accident.... sigh... i drank really alot... but i could still drive home which was like 5min away... but ake insisted that he drive... so he drove... and bang! bev hit my butt... her SLK man... shit.... going into the body shop with her tml... sending ours cars in for repair... my back bumper and her whole front.... i hope everything gets better....
yesterday was jess bday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!!! omg.. dinner was so damn good and all the girls wore dresses for jess man... but omg.. so fat man.. wth... as usual... he had apsu meeting.. so of cuz... me... from home... didnt wan to drive my damaged car asked yudi to pick me... so i went with yudi to dinner... and then.. after dinner.... he had to go back to sch to do homework.. so of cuz i go home with yudi la.. and yes... he is jealous... wth u wan me to do? go to sch and company u finish ur assignment with bev and eric... no way man... i have other things to do too.. and to cool down from all ur business....
then today... omg man... farking hell ok... how can i get 25% on my actg midterm... i dun understand... straight F... but i have to admit i didnt study... damn pissed.... thanks to my bf again... i havent been able to focus on studying ever since the start of this quarter... i dunno why... i think i spend too much time with him whenever he is free... fark man.. i seriously give up already.... i'm going to try to start setting my priorities right.... work first... and i must finish it first... he comes after... if not.. i think there is no point of me studying here anymore... cuz im not stuyding anyways... lucky i met yudi after class today... cuz i was undergoing depression man.... and of cuz... he usually spends his after class hour with me.. but he is too busy with club stuff... so i decided to leave.. im tired of keeping him company already... no mood man!!!! so i went to verde with yudi (and of cuz no one knows... if not im dead for real man...) anyways.. thanks to yudi for listening to my complains... i really felt much better after....
he has a busy weekend with club events this week... 3 midterms next week.. going to LA to visit his sister next weekend... his sister is coming 2 weeks when he returns... and he is going to vegas to help his dad after... and im going home by then... im SO enjoying myself man... seriously... i wish i could just kill myself now... why make life so miserable for myself... why waste so much tears on all this nonsense everyday... i really dun understand.... i need to drink again this weekend!!!! screw this shit man... fark!
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